Monday, February 15, 2010
And with Trust, Comes Responsibility and Right DecisionsLets see, aside from sch + not being able to celebrate CNY with my family, relatives and friends back in msia + the SHIT that happened, life's been pretty good i would say. Well first of all, HAPPY CNY and VDAY!!!Sadly this year is my first (and hopefully last) time celebrating overseas with friends and without the usual ppl :( but it was pretty awesome!!! CNY eve we had our usual reunion after not seeing each other for like less than 24hours? lol. Justin prepared and arranged the steamboat stuff and went earlier to get it ready at Kelly's place. Then the 10 of us had an awesome 3hour long steamboat with which we stuffed ourselves happy! After that we cleaned up (kei did most of the cleaning) and then GAMBLED! The rest joined us at kelly's so our group grew larger. Heh. Then we played drinking games as well (Y). We all slowly crash one by one by 4++am. heh. Then the next day some of us stayed back longer to slack n slp smr. After that we headed to Chinatown whre we enjoyed the PILI PALA PILI PALA atmosphere!! (Y)! firecrackers were exploding everywhre with all the lion dancers here and thre. whooooo. Went shopping awhile then headed for dinner at this awesome shanghainese restaurant located at some ulu alley but which is so famous that u gotta queue for 1hr++. Luckily we went thre real early and found seats! Ordered a hell lotta stuff mostly CHILLI CHILLI CHILLI since shanghainese. Wahh at the end of the meal, everyone was sweating n panting with stomachs n mouths burning. But super satisfied! hehehehehe. Cant wait to bring mummy n daddy when they come again :D ahhh cant wait to eat again! best time to eat is during winter whre we wun need a jacket after, coz of the heat heat heat!
Well, i miss gambling n drinking with my usual kakis, but like what kelly said, friends will be the replacement for now :D and im not forgotten since all the relatives n friends have been talking to me over the phone n telling me that they passed my angbaos to mummy to keep. YAYnesss! and somemore wanna use skype to gamble with me ^.^ internet ftw!
sch has been shitty really. MnC another presentation in a month's time. urggggh! we have a life aside from sch ya know!! dammit! must chiong must chiong must chiong then can enjoyyy and have moar moar fun n CLUB (:
okay the SHIT i shall just bury it for now as i dont have time to entertain it. It really is not worth my time and energy as compared to getting into Melb Uni. Shall leave that for later since it doesnt really affect life right now. But wdv it is, if thre's guilt i hope it helps to eat it up, as deep as possible coz i dun wanna be bothered to do anything else. If the guilt is thre, i hope it goes to work and remains working. Trust is really like a rare jewel. Very hard to find, and once found u gotta guard it damn well. Or else it'll be gone just like that. Isnt it funny? U spend so much time and effort getting the trust, but then in just a few secs, it can just vanish POOOOOOF. And this also teaches me never to be so gullible, naive, overly trusting and friendly. And that im not perfect so thre's bound to be things like that happening to me no matter how good I thought my decisions in my friends-making is. Therefore its just another lesson to add for me to learn from.
I dun wanna continue tainting this post anymore. Just that the reasons were actually excuses and not reasons at all. There is a difference between reasons and excuses tyvm. And im not being biased by letting my feelings get the better of me when i was judging it. Since i could rebut all the "reasons" that were given to me, i feel its only fair to label them properly as merely excuses. Im not being harsh. Im telling the truth. So this truth shud be accepted like how I accepted that truth. Yeah I may sound like a bitch, but really, if I really do sound like one, sit back and reflect first. Here:
Excuses: attempt to lessen the blame attaching to (a fault or offense); seek to defend or justify
Reason: a cause, explanation, or justification for an action or event
Therefore, I am not wrong in saying that those were excuses cause they were attempting to lessen and not giving a proper justification eventho it might seem like it.
Ok im stopping here if not i'll be writing one whole essay on reasons vs excuses plus all the many things in between.
Bye.
P.S: I miss the valentines that we never had. The ones that could have been. The ones that should have been. I also miss the feeling I got last year from yr really heartmelting surprise delivery. But most of all, IMISSYOU.
4:11 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
If I am lost for a day,
try to find me
But if I don't come back,
then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light
but this empty bedroom
won't make anything right
While out on the landing
a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
And this song got me semi-hooked and yes jacq, listening to it makes me emo. but its a real gd song. sigh sch dont suck, only the workload does! i still love sch just that its getting more and more tiring and im falling aslp in lessons! this is bad! i actually made kelly laugh like crazy when i had no intention to smr today. We were supposed to be writing down facts from the EnD vid then midway i fell aslp, the shit thing was i was like slp writing so when i woke up, what i wrote was nonsensical but it looked like a sentence. Then kelly saw n laughed like crazy. haha. dammit. i need more sugar and coffee. the sugar rush justin gave me last mon was a gd one. SUPER SWEET COFFEE coming right up :D
7:30 PM
Yhot legs and water beds
Sunday, February 07, 2010
Oh life is just the greatest! College life is just oh-so-lovely! *i hope u can sense my sarcasm by now!*
okay life is awesome, the non-academic part is. I mean with awesome friends to chill, slack, camwhore, monkey around, EAT, go crazy with and coook coook cooook with, how can it NOT be just extremely awesome? well I'll tell u how it cant! WHEN YR FRICKING ACADEMIC SIDE STARTS TO CONSUME YOU AND DOMINATES YR LIFE. PERIOD. Term 3 is really shitty. SHITSHITSHIT! preparations for uni has never been so intensed. i know the pace was going to be even faster but this was so totally unexpected! 3 research essays and 3presentations to further worsen that annoying itch that cant be reached!
1) Psychology stress and related illness essay
2) Literature essay
3) HOI essay ( seriously,who gives a shit bout the wayyyy wayy back past?! leave that to historians why dont you)
4) MnC presentation
5) EnD presentation
6) EAP presentation
and thre's more MnC assignments to come with other exams as well. dammit!
well i shall try to chiong n live day to day. haha. whoooooo Vic market then awesome dinner at EK's :D see how the little things in life like friends and food can cheer u up and make u momentarily forget the shitty ones? just that these shit are just too big and smelly to forget completely! :(
CHEEEERS!
7:20 AM
INTRO
L is for the way u LOOK at me
O is for the ONLY one I see
V is VERY VERY extraordinary
E is EVEN more than anyone that you can adore
Like a perfect scene
From a movie screen
We're a dream come true
Suited perfectly
For eternity
Me and you
Everyday, I need you even more
And the night time too
There's no way I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to
ME!
M-S-M
I(II)-N-A-T-M
Shopaholic
Piercings<3
Tattoos<3
*Might* fall into the materialist category
LOVES
Leather, Rosegold, Gold, Silver<3<3<3
Accessories Addict<3
Spiky, studded, sparkly goods
Bagaholic
Watch Collector
I live to eat<3
THE WANTS
To secure a stable job in the near future
<3
Y
